Not Lost, Gone.

from the: What happened to Qarmia collection.

I was stuck in an endless loop of delusions, paranoia, and depression...

I don't remember where but I had taken the forbidden fruit and suddenly had all the knowledge of the universe. Still, the good and the evil were too much for this body to contain, so I was just spilling what I contained without measure, I was walking representation of the good and the evil, but not integrated rather in a constant fight between each other, I was alone, no spiritual guides, to canalize this energy into power, short circuit in my brain, I wasn't grounded.